Learning To Let Go Is An Blissful Act

Firstly, I wrote this topic for fun because I'm too bored staying at home doing nothing. Secondly, I'd experienced the blissful-ness in me. Lastly, I hope people will learn something from here :O

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When I was still young, I have the cannot-accept-failure type of attitude. Everything and whatever I do, must be successful and excellent! I guess most of the people are the same =P I've realized that I have such tough attitude, that is: "Doesn't gives up easily" and "Doesn't let go easily". I think the first part is good? Because if we give up easily in anything, there will be no good achievements in the end ;( About the second part... depends on what kind of situation. What I wanna emphasize on, is on the second part.

It's about relationships. Haha don't get me lame about this. Seriously, I've learned a lot from this one :) And I'm willing to accept the not-so-happy ending that lies in front of me. Why? It's simple, just open up your heart and accept it, don't struggle to get it back as it'll make things worse/ugly.
During the first few weeks we were together, it was like happiness everyday, I guess? =x As time pass by, it was like hell to me =.= Guess it's my fault for being curious and suspicious all the time ;( I don't know is it right to say like this, as if I'm the main reason which cause the end of this relationship. Hehs. Again, as time passed by... I've started to learn how to let go, not to cling on this 'thing' anymore... It's not easy to let go everything about him. Although I'm occupied with stuffs and outings, his appearance somehow do appear in a corner of my mind. When the day came, I don't feel sad at all, I felt there's blissfulness in me :) It is all because of the willingness of letting him go. This is my first time learning to REALLY let go of something, and it feels good in me.
I admit I still have some feelings left for him. It's okay, it takes time to completely let off the feelings away :)

Hehs, why are you always my first time in almost everything? x)