Today is kinda early for school! I rushed to the bus stop and luckily there's a bus! Whoa, that bus was from Subang, that's why I'm seeing a lot of students from my school, mostly guys. Haha... =.= Actually, I didn't wake up at all after alarm rang, my dad called me and I couldn't even hear my phone ringing... He called my grandma to wake me up, that's why I manage to be early to school... If late again, I guess, I rather not going to school. Besides, I also forget to take my bread to school, my first time forget about food! Oh my gosh, wonder what has gotten into me.
After school, there's traditional costume competition held for Merdeka event. I decided to stay back after school to watch this spectacular performance. End up... damn it... you guys come show off costume or performing dances?! My class holds the best performance! Because there's dancing and short sketch. Awesome and eye-catching! Guess what? I became Jowynia's helper but she calls me manager. Haha... It's okay, once in a life time though, since it's our last year in school. So, I left school at 4.30PM, reached home at 5.00PM.
I felt like wanna SMS him... But I'm afraid he might just ignore it without a reply for me. You know, it's kinda frustrating when you ask something and they don't want to reply. Suddenly, Edward MSN me and inform me that tomorrow there's a skill balance patch. So I thought, this will be a good opportunity for me to SMS him. As I had expected... yea... after asking about maple stuffs, straight no more replies from him anymore... I'd thought maybe we can chat a little longer, but it somehow cannot be dream-come-true for me. Sigh... No one is perfect, I know sometimes I make mistakes pissing him off. Since there's no perfection in this world, why not just forgive and forget? At least I will try my best to change myself not to repeat same mistakes... It's okay, I know I always screw up situations, it can't be helped, not as if I wanted it to be like this. =/
Heartbroken soul
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