I had just realized that I've lost the so-obsessed-of-him feelings. Is it good? Or bad? I guess there's both good and bad though. Good side is, I won't be wasting so much time on thinking too much about his thoughts and acts. Last time I was like too obsessed about him, want to know what he's doing all the time. That's merely CRAZY! Haha >.< Okay, the bad side is, it might be a sign of losing feelings for him... Hmmm, just MIGHT BE only, time will prove everything.
Today he logged in his old FaceBook account, it has been a long time I never seen this account logged in ever since the day he said he's mad at me... Then, we chat a little via FaceBook chat. We managed to chat along because of his own personal problems at school, he shared it with me. In the corner of my mind, I was thinking, "This sissy guy that caused problems to him at school, has made us talked a little bit more than now." I'm not saying that it's a good thing, as he's kinda messed up in school, just that somehow has brought us a lil' closer? Perhaps. I just felt a little bit happiness in me, seeing his old account logged in, at least my FaceBook relationship status is still valid, not 'In A Relationship' with an account user that is not using anymore, just like maple, married to a character which has a quit user... (Gives out a BIG sigh.)
Sighs more...
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