I've been so depressed and couldn't concentrate in class nowadays... I felt so tired of questioning myself and I needed an answer... At last I decided to call him and hope that able to remove the dark fog in my mind. At first, I was a bit frustrated when talking to him. He's not even in a serious mood to answer my questions, such as "Are you still serious with our relationship?" and "Why are you talking and SMS-ing me sarcastic words?". He questioned me back, "What if I'm not serious with this relationship? What will u do?" I answered him, "If you are not serious about it, please do tell, I don't want to waste my time on worrying u, calling n SMS-ing you everyday." He said, "You mean like a breakup?". And, yes I said. After he mentioned about "breakup" that word, I can felt that there's hesitation in his words. (This is what I felt from you, if I'm wrong, please tell me.)
Actually I was hoping that he willing to continue this relationship, maybe try to repair the flaws in our relationship. He said he's facing family complications, as he puts his family first, instead of me. I totally understand that statement. There's nothing more important as family members are always first.
As a conclusion about this issue, what I can do now is hope and pray. After I had discussed with him, there's something came across to my mind that someone told me before: "No matter how long you need to wait for that person you really love, it wouldn't be a great obstacle as true love waits."
Think wisely and take your time to settle with your family problem, I willing to wait for you unless one day you betray me or you do not need me anymore
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