Freaked Out...

I was not convinced at all about him going overseas for an English Debate Competition... I think he might be still in Malaysia, OR maybe really at overseas but not because of competition... So, I felt like finding ways to check it out. Asking help from friends are kinda hard though =/ It's okay... I understand totally. Who wants to do donkey job, huh? With no rewards. When I was in a midst of thinking ways to find out the truth, my phone rang. I thought it could be my dad calling me. Guess what? It's him! I just can't believe my eyes on what I had saw on my phone... I answered the phone, trying to make myself calm down. He asked me, am I finding him, because I left a message at his Facebook chat this morning. I said... it was nothing. Actually there's a lot of things... Haha =/ But I just think that it's not the right time to ask now, on a phone. This kind of misunderstandings or problems should be asked face-to-face, it's useless to talk about it on a phone conversation because I couldn't see his facial expression. There's a couple of questions in my mind right now...
1)Is he really in a debate competition at Indonesia?
2)Why does a school teacher agree to let 1 boy and 1 girl to be in a same room? This teacher is a failure!
3)What he's busy about on the 1st night at Indonesia(don't know true or not) until never online at all whole night... Maybe "busy" dealing with An Qi...
I've been waiting whole night to see whether will he online or not... until 2AM. I hate myself again... Why am I so stupid torturing myself like this for him... I know, I know... It's not worth a penny to do like this but... I just don't know why I want to wait for him.
Few days ago, I did asked him to come out for next weekend. He sounded like not interested at all... It's okay... I've decided on 1 thing, if he comes out, I'll take chances to ask about the debate thing. If he doesn't want to come out, that's it, I give up totally. So, I'm putting myself on a bet again. God Bless Me.

Tortured Soul